Missing for a few days, and you aske me not be be angry with you?

Everytime you said you're bored at home, you've nothing to do, whereas I have stuffs to handle, homeworks to be done. I don't wish to see you not enjoying yourself, to see you sad, and asked you to go out and hang around with your friends. I trusted you that you can have your limits, to be back home at least, to call and chat with me during the weekends. I wanna know what are you doing, how are you doing, are you safe and fine, but...

I have nothing to say to you anymore, just nothing. You can go having fun with your friends for straight three days, and I can bury myself in books, lock myself at home, I don't really mind at all. But still, it's not the first time anyway, I'm really speechless. Don't keep blaming yourself and apologising. If you kept saying the word "sorry", but you never changed, what's the point?

OK, so I'm kinda feeling abit depressed right now, and I think I'll consider sleeping at 9om today, right after I blog. Went out to study again, and talked tons of things with vien. Yujie had forgotten to bring "that thing"! So I acted angry. Lol. Bought a green 'handphone' pouch with vien today. The pouch was not suppose to be a handphone pouch, its supposed to be a purse! But us, trying to act more style(cause no one had use it in school), bought it and use it as a hp pouch! Its nice, and its green! Teachers will think that its a purse, not knowing the contents inside, which is my handphone! Muahaha! We're clever girls! (:

Wore the fake lashes today. Worked on fine, and my mom says it makes my eyes look nicer and better, the double eyelids will be deeper. Wow, I did not know that such things can make your eyes nicer. So, I had decided to wear it everytime I go out, and buy new ones, to save money and mascara, and each lashes only costs you like 2 bucks or more!(XX, you're so right!) I think mxuan enjoys it as much as I do.

I think I'm going to turn in now. If I can't get to sleep, the most I'll be working on my d&t folio.

*Reminder: I'm NOT going to pick up any calls anymore. I'm so so so so disappointed and sad.

Bitched @ 8:42 PM