Since the last post was quite a rebel, I shall post something new today.

Fact number two: I can be quite daring sometimes.

So, I can be a BOMBSHELL! WHH.

Ha, weird huh? But I like daring things. I think only those people who went out with me on Tuesday will understand what I mean.

Anyway, this will give you people a hint on what to buy for me during my birthday, ha!

BUT! I try anything, but not something obsence, like wearing your bra in front of your tee. I think that's real, SCARY~

Alright then. Yesterday, we got back most of our results. Still, I did not do well, as expected. Mom wanted me to try for the prelims. ARGH! WHAT FUCK! I have no time, alright??? I really really wished to do well for this mid year, but fuckingly, I had a fucking fever during that period. ARGH! I hate myself!(RAHHHH!!!)

Hmmm. But after so many things had happened, I told myself, no point making suck a big fuss over this and make myself unhappy. So, I'll try to forget all those unhappy stuffs, including the almost everyday fight/quarrel with my brother. I guess he's growing up. Maybe I'm like him, when I was sec one, who knows. But well, he's my brother, and so, I HAD to try and love him instead of hating him and making both of us miserable. Make sense, right? See, what a sensible sister!

But sometimes, he still has to give in to me. Boo.

Anyway, I'm going out with qling and Vien later. We're going to watch movies and do real shopping! Ha! Notice that I said REAL? Cause' every outing, we'll at least play pool or something. But thist time, no! We're going to shop and shop and shop!

And some things for you to know. I know you can say that I have not been accompanying you, spending time with you. Actually, I know exactly ow you felt. Remember? You used to be like this too. I just wanted to spent more time with my friends. I don't want people to say me as "zhong qing ce you", you know. But still, I'll have time for you. You have to understand, alright? I'll be meeting you tomorrow, on sunday, and every week, we'll have the time to meet each other. I know we can have a future next time, please, don't be like this, OK? What you said yesterday had hurt me deeply. Even though you asked me to delete those messages, they'll still stay in my mind, repeating every single sentences that you had wrote to me. I dunno whether you'll get to read this or not, cause I know you've not been visiting my blog already. But still, I wrote it out here because its easier to express. Believe me, will you?

Bitched @ 9:40 AM