Today is a fucking hot day! So I had decided to stay at home :(

Its been a long time since I last stayed at home, laying on the bed, looking up at the ceiling of my double deck bed. Gosh, things are really changing around me already.

Like how my life is progressing now, how my friends around me changed. Knowing what happened between both of them really shocked me. Good things never last, I guess this is quite true.

I wonder mine will end or not- I hope not :D

There was a once, a period whereby I really wished to turn lesbian, but kinda failed :/ I realised that this move was really dumb, and I should not ruin myself by doing so.

Tried to get myself a rich bf, be a bitch, spent their money and run off, but tadah, failed again.

I'm awake now. I don't want to mess around with my life anymore. I just want to earn enough money for myself to spent, and enjoy life! \m/

But I've another person with me now. I love him, and I know he loves me as well.